Eren x Reader: Just For A Moment (Drabble)

You were strong and passionate and Eren admired that about you. You were beautiful too. He hadn’t really noticed until an incident with your 3DMG had you both in a rather intimate position. He found himself liking you little more every day.

He had never realized how much until the day he thought he lost you. But you had saved yourself at the last second. It scared him to think that he would never see you again; to think he would never hear your voice again; never again see your smile; never again hear you laugh; never again hear you talk about your dreams and plans once the titans were gone; never be able to live out the dreams he had that involved you. That was when he realized he had to at least make his feelings known, even if you didn’t return them.

He came to you the same day of your near death experience with tears in his eyes. You were in your room by yourself at the time. He pulled you close and wouldn’t let go. You held him to you as well, thinking it was just the part where other soldiers had been lost that was getting to him. It was a lot to take in, and you never got used to it. He shuddered against you.

“I was scared.”

“They can’t get you now, Eren,” you soothed while running your hand up and down his back.

“No. I was scared that you would be gone. That you weren’t coming back this time.”

“Oh. I’m sorry.” You didn’t know what else you could say.

“I don’t want to lose you.”

“Eren….” He held you a few inches from him so he could look into the bright __e/c__ eyes he couldn’t go without seeing. His eyes trailed down to your lips, tracing the soft curves of them and feeling the urge to claim them.

“I love you,” he blurted, a light pink blush dusting his cheeks and his teal-green eyes searching yours for any sign of what you felt, even if it was just a glimmer.

“Eren,” you started, a slightly pained look crossing your face, “We can’t. Not when the threat of losing each other is constantly hanging over us.” Eren could feel pressure build up behind his eyes as his heart shattered. “But I want to give you this moment.” He perked up slightly.

“________....”

“I love you too. But I don’t want to get in to this when there’s always a chance I might lose you. But I want this moment with you.” With that you took his head in your hands, fingers digging into his dark hair and bringing his lips down to meet yours. He eagerly returned the kiss, lips moving expertly against yours as if it wasn’t his first kiss – perhaps it was just that he knew what he wanted. He backed you up until the back of your knees met the bed in the corner and he pushed you down onto it, attacking your lips once more with more eagerness than he had before. His lips moved down to your neck and you let out a gasp at the feeling of his teeth roughly scraping against your skin before the rough side of his tongue ran over the exact same spot, sending a tingling sensation through your body.

“Eren,” you whimpered, seemingly igniting his aggressiveness as he worked the skin of your neck more fervently. Your body was growing warmer under his touch. You wanted it. You wanted this delicious heat building in your stomach and reaching down to your core. He pulled away from you neck and eyed the dark mark he’d left behind. You were his now.

“I want you,” he said, his voice husky and wanting.

“Then have me.”